Daily Journal

Just took mushrooms (by which I mean I ate some delicious mushrooms as a part of a balanced meal), and I played some piano and it was fun. I am with Ainslie and Howard and Jude (not right now though). I am, however, with them temporally by which I mean we were in this room 2 hours ago.

Amazing!

What's particularly interesting as an observation is that I seem to have incorporated another person into every part of my life, and that's kind of weird. I don't really know what that means for my existence, and I am trying desparately to figure out. That's kind of what I'm trying to figure out I guess.

Actually, a lot of things are quite confusing. I don't really know why they happen, and I seem to have a lot of different disparate parts of myself that I can connect to in order to create this statement. In a lot of ways, things are pretty confusing. I'd probably like there to be something, someone, to tell me what I have to do in the next day or maybe week. But nobody can really do that, so I just have to figure out what I am doing myself.

I live inside my own head a lot, because sometimes it's hard to tell the difference between the physical places and the types of mindstates that I used to be in. In some ways, they are pretty much the same.

This is literally just me thinking about stuff. I have generated 29 lines of just me thinking, wow.